Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all who stop by to visit and to all my good friends far and near! All in all it's been a very good year, the kids have grown so much in the pass year ! The summer was alot of fun watching them do all there base ball and soft ball games. I just want to say how thankful I am for my family my husband and all my online friends you all mean the world to all of us. Hoping that some things turn around in 2009 but if not hey we will handle it the best way we can so have a safe and happy New Year's eve and remember we love ya all bunches!

A little different kind of life.

A month ago my life was perfect or I thought it was anyway, how quick that changed. We were laughing at each other, joking as we always do, talking about what to buy the kid's for Christmas talking about how someday we were gonna win the big lottery! How many people we could help if we won, how much we loved each other.
Then on Dec 1st that all changed even tho Donnie wasn't in that good of health no one is prepared for a stroke , then the pace maker, then a couple more little strokes, then he is so confused he doesn't even know where he is. Now I finally have him home but he's not the same person bless his heart, he's very quiet very reserved. Every time the kid's pass his chair no matter if he's awake or not they will say I Love You Papa. He will answer them with i love you to! Why this has had to happen to such a good person i will never understand. What is down the road I can't say but i will be beside him every step of the way! I think sometimes i do need a crash course in being several people at one time a wife, mom ,grandma,caretaker and maid ! Wonder if I can find a course like that online lol.

To My Husband

Dear Donnie,
When you get to feeling better i will show you this but until then I need to get it out.
The past month I feel like I have been in a nightmare, we went from you not being a real healthy person, to a person who didn't know his right hand from his left. As you laid in the hospital bed seeing things, hearing things, and doing many weird things i have never felt so helpless in my life because I couldn't help the most important person in my life my loving husband. I have always been able to fix the problem but this time I couldn't. The stroke, pacemaker another stroke took it's nasty toll on you. I learned real fast to become a much stronger person then even I would have ever given myself credit for. I was on a mission to have everyone I knew pray for you because we do believe in God and he does answer prayer's .I had to listen to the only Dr. I trusted and he said you needed to go to Cross Pointe that's why you were there not because I put you there. We always made a pack to take care of one another and this I will do forever.This is going to be a long road babe, but there's nothing me and you and the kid's cant do together. We are a tight knit family. They have been Angel's threw all of this you would have been proud of them! The past few days going to see you have been so good, I pray they stay that way but if not I will be here for you. Monday can't come soon enough so we can get you home the kids need there dad as they call you home. I need you, your my life, my heart, and without you I am a very empty person. You coming home will be the BEST of the BEST Christmas presents I have ever received. I love you....Marge

Today was a great day!

Today was a very good day! I went to the hospital not really knowing what i would find but there he sit all cleaned up and ready to talk. I was amazed the difference in what just 1 day can make, his baby blue eyes shined for the first time in a month, he was Donnie up and down. I was so thrilled i was shaking. He said he felt really good today, he didn't stumble on anything he said today! He said that sometime this morning his head felt like it had cleared a bit. He said he had slept threw the night, he wants to see his kids as he calls them he Miss's them alot. Tomorrow may be a different day but today i had my babe back and it felt so good.

The Power Of The Gaggle!!!!!

Hi everyone, as most of you already know life as been crazy for The Cool Breeze Family since the 1st day of Dec. My sweet husband had a stroke, then his heart rate went real low and he had to have a pace maker put in, within a few days of that he had another small stroke this has left him very very confused to the point of seeing very weird things. He is some better today but he will never be the same as he was a month ago. This breaks my heart more then i can tell you but I can handle it. We are shooting at bring him home this coming Monday. I belong to the very best group of people threw a room called Latter Rain not only have they put up with my whining, and crying they have all prayed very hard for us, on top of all this they have got together and made sure that we are having the best of Christmas. Some have sent gift cards, some have sent checks, some have sent wrapped presents even for all of our animals, some have sent clothes, some have sent games but most of all they have sent love and support each and everyone of them. There is one person who i believed put all this together we call her MG she has been a god sent she called me everyday sometimes 2 to 3 times a day just to make sure I was OK while at the hospital. How can i ever repay these people I cant but they know how much i love and appreciate each and everyone one of them. They will be here for me when I feel i have no way to turn and make sure we are all OK . That's what the power of this gaggle does and that's why i am so blessed even tho I am passing threw troubled waters at this time. I love you all so much and once again Thank You!..............Breeze

Hi Everyone!

Hi everybody! yeap we are still alive and kicking. It's been along time since i have posted but i seem to have no time anymore.
We had a great Thanksgiving yesterday. We went to my sister's and i think she told me today that there was about 47 people there all together. I am so thankful for this family. I was raised with all of them and they seem more like my sister and brother's then my nieces and nephew's. The kid's had a great time too. And the food was soooooooo good. My sister is a great cook. Donnie hasn't been feeling that great but he's trying. I blew up one of my computer's a couple of weeks ago with a mean virus..........not a good thing.
I will try and get so pics posted as soon as the kids find the cord to Kaitlyn's camera. For some reason i can't download them from mine but hers we can. I just want t say if my kid's are reading this i still love you all even tho you didn't call me yesterday. OK i will sign off for now and I will try and be back soon. Have a great weekend!

WOW THEY DID IT!

And the winner was

The winner was the girl in the Orange dress but i still think my baby should have one !
Kaitlyn i am so proud of you sweetie you were beautiful last night. It doesn't take winning a contest to be a real Princess to me you will always be my very own little Princess. You have really grown and changed so much in the past year i am so proud of who you are becoming. Keep up the good work!

BEST FRIENDS

This is Kaitlyn's best friends they all looked so happy and none of the 3 won. It takes nerve to do what these girls did ,there was 13 girls going out for this all of them was beautiful imo and i sure would not have wanted to be a judge! Good going girls! LOL i have all 5 of these girls sound asleep at my house right now the worries of the day gone by.

The contest part 1

Good Morning! W e didn't win the contest but we had fun and thats all that really matters in the crazy world we live in! We will start with the hair i thought it looked beautiful. Kaitlyn has very stright hair but when she got it done it was a look i thought i would never see on her! Beautiful kid just BEAUTIFUL.

We are Kaitlyn's Heroes!

This past week has been really rough at times i didn't know which way to turn, but i now know what we have done and are doing is worth all the mess my daughter put me threw last week!
Tonight Kaitlyn told me that she had to do a essay on who she thought her hero was.
This is what she wrote and will turn into school tomorrow!


MY HEROES!

What do you think about when you hear the word hero?
Batman?? Well, I don't.
I think of Grandparents. Yeal, that's right.
I think about them because they are raising me, they care for me, and there always
teaching me new things. well, my grandparents are my heroes because they love me very much and are raising me .
They always make sure i have a roof over my head alot of love, and alot of food and clothes to wear.
Most important they make sure i have what i need!!
They never think of themselves they think of me and my brothers.
Another reason there my heroes is because they teach me new things everyday.
They teach me to be a better person, there always giving me great advice, and there teaching me to be a smarter person and to make good grades.
My last reason why there my heroes is because they really love and care for me.
The reason i say that is because they lisen to me when no one else will.
They love on me all the time. They always put us first! In conclusion, you know my heroes aren't batman, or superman.
They don't have powers. They have more than that,a big heart,with lots of love in it!

The Dress

Ok i am posting 2 dress's here for ya all to see this is the one i like but she likes the pink one.

The Dress

Ok we have 2 dress's picked out for the contest this is one of them. She looks really pretty in this one but i will let her make up her own mind.

Howdy

Hi everyone it sure as been a busy summer and i am just now getting settled back in . School has started and i am glad. We are into ballgames now, and then it's good old Dairy Day the little home town fall fest. Kaitlyn is running for Pricness again in which i have tryed to talk her out of but she says she wants to so here we go again. The boys are all doing great, Donnie hasnt been well for awhile but we hope he's getting better. My cat has grown so big and he sure is a baby doll didn't think i could ever love another one but i was so wrong. I am off to cook dinner and i hope i can get back to posting better then i have the past month. Thanks for hanging in and checking our blog we love all of you!

This hair

This hair is not my choice LMAO but i do have to say it's cute for the time being till school starts which will be 1 week and 3 days, i can't believe Hayden will be starting kindergarten this yr. We had a great time on vacation but i have not stop ed since we got back, maybe it will slow down soon but do i really want it to.....not really i enjoy every min. of watching these kids grow up to be big kids! These kids have became my life the past 2 years if you don't believe me just ask there papa!

We have not left the buliding lol

We are still alive and kicking lol we have been on vacation and i will post some pics as soon as i get the chance please dont stop comeing by we will get it together again real soon.

Just when i thought it was over

Just when i thought it was over ball season that is i come back from the grocery store today and find out Hunter and Caleb have joined a Church Softball League.
They really need us Caleb said lol i thought OK. I would rather them do this then alot of other things, they have been soooooooooooooo good the past week i am afraid there really up to something. We were going to take a trip to NC but i think we will go somewhere else instead for a few days. That is after i find the lucky person to take care of the 3 dogs, 2 birds, a kitten who weights a whooping almost 2 lbs and Hunters turtle he found in the road on the way home from Church Sunday, i am telling you all this family isn't right, but what fun we have.

Why I Love Where I live

I have had so many people ask me "Why in the world did you ever move back here?" You can best bet these folks has never lived in a big city! I was raised here in this little town of 1,100 since i was 9 years old. I now live in the same house i was raised in! When i was 27 we moved to Asheboro, N.C. after my divorce from a real nut me and the kid's moved to Raleigh to get away. Why i choose Raleigh I will never no but i am sure glad and have been very blessed because that's where i met Donnie. I love this little town because there is no traffic, no road rage, everyone knows everyone, and yes most likely everyone knows every one's business that part i could take away if i could. When your house burns down, whoever has a empty one says it's yours till you get on your feet, they have showers for them too and the whole dern town shows up! The school's here are much better then those IN NC because the class rooms are much smaller child wise. We live a block from the big main street which consist of only a Post Office, Flower shop, Funeral Home, and a museum, yep the town has a museum. The little country store is a half block from me, if you send your kid to get something and your short a dime or quarter no problem, bring it back next time and have a good day! I do miss my friends i left in Raleigh and especially Morehead City, but i wouldn't move back for anything!

Caleb wants to drive

Yesterday Donnie let Caleb pull the truck around to the back of the house, he did a great job i might add. We have a 5 speed and he did a whole lot better then i did where i was trying to learn how. He will be 16 in Jan. i can't believe how the years have went by so fast, It seems like just yesterday that he was a little guy! We have now started looking for a used car for him, maybe one that him and papa can work on and have ready come this Jan.

Jag

Meet Jag, he is so dern cute, He doesn't even weight a lb yet , but he thinks he can do about anything!
I didn't think i could love another cat but i do. He will never replace Socks but i have learned that i can love him almost as much. He is very good to cuddle with. Welcome to the family Jag!

Baseball season is almost over

Gosh it has been forever since i last posted, but Baseball season has now come to a end. Ask me if i am happy????????? For the past month and a half we have had to go to games,sometimes all 3 of them had them on the same night! Everyone is doing great here at the moment, next up is Eye Dr. appointments,Dr. appointments, Dentist appointments, Bible School, Church Camp, and then we are going on Vacation for a week to NC. Maybe i will be glad when school starts.

A MOM AND HER SON

This is Jeff my son, the child i so desperately wanted, i had lost a child before Jeff was born. When i found out i was pregnant with Jeff his dad and i were soooooo happy. I tryed to do everything right so i wouldn't lose him too. He came into the world weighing 10lbs 9 0z 21 inches long! He was about the cutest thing i had ever seen in my life. When he was only 3 months old his daddy my child hood sweetheart was killed in a car wreck coming home from work. Jeff never got to no his dad. But he looks so much like him and has turned into a fine young man just like his daddy. We went and put flowers on his dad's grave today, we talked alot about his dad. Jeff surprised me by visiting me today something also his dad was good at! I am so proud of this child of mine. Hes a hard worker has 3 kids a good wife .Has never ask me for anything in his life, he has worked for it all alot more then i can say for some of my kids. I love you Jeff and will see you and the family sometime in July.

Off to camp

You guy's looked so happy for it to be 6 30 am this morning! Your off to basketball camp.
Hunter it's hard to let you go ,your only 11 lol but Your rooming with your bro so i no he will look out for you. Hope you have a great time and learn alot . Love you both!

Breakfast anyone?

This bird is sooooo spoiled he had to sit with Donnie this morning while he was eating breakfast because she wouldn't shut up squawking. No she didn't really eat the egg's but she came close to it.

I miss my cat

Today has not been a good day, i have missed my cat more today then since he was put to sleep. I kept thinking i seen him last night but i know i didn't, I just want to hold him and cuddle one more time. I need to tell him how much i loved him and how much i miss the little dude, i know this sounds silly to those who are not great fans of cats but he was my buddy, i cooked bacon this morning and before i relized what i was doing i was sitting 1 piece aside for him. It's tough when you lose something you love we all know this but today has just been real depressing.

A good nights sleep

What i wouldn't give for a good night's sleep, for the past few nights i haven't been able to sleep. It just refuses to come, I miss my cat i know thats part of it, i worry about the kids and Donnies health he hasn't felt the best in the past few day's.I worry about things i have no control over,things i cant change.
I am running in the stress mode at the current time. Maybe tonight will be the night i don't let my mind wonder.

A Letter From My Daughter

I received a letter today from my daughter, i wanted to cry but i wouldn't let myself, she is thanking me for taking care of her kid's, telling me that she knows there better off here. She also says that she has made many mistakes in her life and asked me if i can forgive her for them, she goes on to tell me that at one time she was happy in her life and she wants that happiness back so bad but doesn't know how to get it. She asked me and Dad to please pray for her every night. She says that she is praying hard for God to help her get her life back. She tells me she is sorry for the way she has treated me in the past and the terrible things she has said. Will i forgive her of course, will i pray for her i do each and everyday. Do i love her yes i do and have never stopped loving her. Inside was also a letter to her kids telling them how much she loved them, that she had put everything before them and now knows how wrong she was for doing it, will they forgive her, i hope so because i have taught them to be loving kids. I have tryed to teach them you have only 1 mom and dad you may not like or agree with what they do but you still need to love them. Did this make the kids want to go back to live with her NO. Is my guard still up YES. And it will always be .

What The Word Family Really Means

I received this in a email today and thought i would share it here makes alot of sense.

FAMILY

I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, " Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you.

We were very polite, this stranger and I.

We went on our way and we said good-bye.

But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.

Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.

I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed, God's voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the children you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.

He picked them himself: pink, yellow and Blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, and you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.

By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up,"I said


Are these the flowers you picked for me?"

He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue


I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn'thave yelled at you that way.

He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway.I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especiallythe blue

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are
working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.

But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than ourown family...an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?

So what is behind the story? Do you know what the word FAMILY
means?

FAMILY= (F)ather (A)nd (M)other, (I) (L)ove (Y)ou!

Ballgames

Well ballgame season has arrived, i don't know weather i am coming or going these days! We have 1 this afternoon and 1 out of town game tonight. Caleb is playing first base and pitching he doesnt look his size in this picture. This pic makes him look much smaller then he is! Your doing a great job bub keep up the good work.

Hayden has a cavity

Hayden man has a cavity his mouth is all swollen and hes on medicine until Friday when the dentist will decide weather to fill it or cap it. He was a brave little man going to the dentist asking a million questions on what is this thing for and what is that! Guess it's time to get them teeth fixed kindergarten is coming this fall! I love you Hayden hang in there little man we will have you fixed up real soon.

It's been a good day!

Today has been a pretty good day. We all went to my sister's for a cook out which included about 35 people, i was going to take some pics to post but when i got ready to do it i realized that my batteries had been switched to some other thing that runs on batteries in this house. Since the kids came to live with us i have finally figured out what was once mine seems to be no longer mine. I don't mind sharing but it would be nice if they would ask me. I ate way to much today but the food was sooooooooooo good. I had all kind of offers for a new cat today but my heart won't let me, i miss my buddy so much, something that was as GREAT as Socks was can't be replaced in 3 or 4 days but i did appreciate the offers. All in all it's been a good day and i even get to sleep in in the morning!

The Lost Of A Pet

Tonight i post with a heavy heart, i am so sad tonight i lost my little buddy today
his Name was Socks . He was my cat as he didn't like anyone else in this house,
he was a cat with a attitude, very independent. Donnie says he got that from me lol. When his feed bowl was empty he would come and bite me not hard but enough to let me know i need to get it filled back up!
He slept with me each and every night, If i got up at 2 am to go to the bathroom he was right beside me, but about a month ago he stated throwing up, at first we didn't think alot about it because he would do that every so often, He was a real picky eater
he would only eat dry cat food and fried bacon, He loved bacon and when i fixed it for him he would take his little head and rub my hand to tell me thank you.We took him to the Vet and he done x rays on him, the vet said he couldn't find anything and he thought that he was just stressed. So he came home on some medicine last week but he didn't get any better. I called back to the vet yesterday and they said bring him back in. He did exploratory surgery on him this morning. Then the dreaded phone call came telling me he had opened him up and had to close him back up because he had tumors running all up his intestines and that he had cancer. He explained the best thing i could do for Socks right now was to let him go in peace. Today i cried i mean cried.Tonight he is running free and has no pain, Socks Socks as i always called him thanks for all the joy your brought into my life. I love you..........your mommy

Boys at work

Well this weekend Hunter and Caleb are going to St. Louis to see the Cardinals Baseball game
they were invited by Hunters Baseball couch because he said they were the most well mannered kids he has every seen! Oh i was so proud when he said that. So they ask if they could work and make some extra money to take so we put them to work in the yard they are suppose to be digging me a flower bed but i really don't know what to say LOL. Don't they look cute in there little fashionable boots!

All grown up

Kaitlyn i just want to say i think your Beautiful in this picture Papa needs to go ahead and get his gun loaded lol. I love you very much and i am so proud of you............mema

A Little Behind

Hi everyone , sorry but i have been behind here lately with posting!
Everyone is doing great on this end at the moment! School will be out in less then 2 weeks so i am trying to prepare myself for this lol. Kaitlyn had a big birthday party last Friday night all went well but boy was i tired after it was over. Today is really her birthday she has turned 12 going on 20. We had cake and ice cream tonight and so far all is very quiet at the moment . I hope everyone is doing great and thanks for stopping by, i will try and post some pics this week.

I have been informed i am old!

Well Caleb has told me a few min's ago i was looking old he said my arms have wrinkles in them...........TOO FUNNY! I said well i am old he said well can't you stretch the wrinkles out of your arms, kids they sure can say some funny things! After all hes 15 and i am sure a 55 year old would really seem old to him, they did when i was young. Maybe i need to go in for a whole body make over then i could maybe be as young as they seem to think i should be.

My Crazy Husband lisening to John Fogerty

Calebs Girlfriend

This isn't a real good picture of Molly, Caleb's girlfriend but it's the only one i have she looks so much older then him, or is it because i really don't want to face the fact that hes old enough to have a girlfriend? I am sure this will be his first heart break and he will have many more after this one so Caleb this post is for you bud Your First Real Love....................at least thats what you tell me!!!!!!

The Bird

Meet Lacy, shes the newest member of our family she used to be my sister-in-laws bird. My sister-in-law Rita passed away last September unexpected. Last week my brother called me and ask if i might want the bird as he is working alot away from home and doesn't feel like he can give it the attention that it needs, i wanted to scream heck no but i couldn't, my brother has never ask me for anything in his life. I told myself just take the bird what the heck you only have 3 dogs a cat and another bird already in the house whats one more, but i also told myself not to get attached to this thing, his wife spent many hrs with this bird and it took me about a hr or 2 to fall in love with this thing, this is the smartest little bird i have ever came across. First off it doesn't peck you like my bird does it's very gentle and you can tell it's use to a woman's voice, we took her out of the cage the 2nd day and put her on this play ground thing they have on top of the cage, she walked up and down the latter done a few flips under the ladder very cool very impressing i thought. Lol it don't take alot to amuse me as you can tell, she loves to ride on your shoulder and was giving kiss's to Caleb today, her bird cage looks like she lives in the white house instead of my house she has a fancy house to be a bird i tell ya, she looks like she has make up on theres two big patches of orange on her face that looks like rouge . My cat try ed to attack her cage twice last night blade the dog stands guard at the bird cage, between a good husband wonderful grand kids and the animals i feel like i have a really good life.

It's All Over

Well Kaitlyn, we are so sorry you didn't make Cheerleader, Your still my happy child no matter what happens and i am so proud of you, you said this pic is the Glad it's all over shot lol and i know you are. You done a good job sweetie and we are still proud of you!

Kaitlyn's Big Day

Well sweetie, your big day is almost here me and Hayden and all the people who love you want to wish you GOOD LUCK tomorrow !!!! You have worked very hard on this cheer leading i really hope that you win, but if you don't your still a winner don't ever forget it! We are so proud of you! By the time you read this you will know that we have sent you some good luck balloons, so as you yell it GO CARDS GO!!!!! And as Mema would tell you always keep that beautiful smile that you have weather you win this or not your still a winner! I Love You Sweetheart......Mema and the gang...P.S. Stop taking pics with your tongues sticking out.

A Crazy Week

This has been a crazy week around here, we have ball practice going on, cheerleader tryouts, you name it and it seems to be happening, last night i had kids going in all directions, 1 in the kitchen practicing cheers, 1 telling her to yell louder, 1 yelling with her at the top of his lungs, 1 was fixing his lunch for school today, and bringing me everything but the refrigerator to see if that's ok to take! Then i had the oldest one who can't find his JOCK STRAP ! Well where did you put it mema?, duhhhhhhhhhhhh i don't remember wearing it last i told him, we still haven't found it i think i packed it away last year but it may be easier to just go buy another one! 1 brings home a 50.00 form for summer Basketball Camp 1 brings home a 50.00 form for summer Volley Ball Camp, Then Hunter decides it's his turn for a bath, here he comes asking me will you please clean out my ears after my bath i said sure , i think it was 16 q-tips he brought me, i thought how dirty can your ears be boy when i just cleaned them 2 days ago, all the while Donnie is just sitting all relaxed and asking me how do you do this? I said i really don't know. Gotta Love these little dudes!!! Almost forgot to mention the 80 Candy Bars yet to be sold for the ball teams so i guess this will not slow down anytime soon.

I love this picture

I was looking threw some pictures today, like i had nothing else to do(: this is one
of my favorites which was taken in Sept of last year during the little fall festival
that we have in our little town. They were in the Doll and Pet Parade and they won.
Hayden is still this small he doesn't seem to grow no matter how much he eats! I keep
telling him he's a midget, he tell me don't go there like he really knows what that means
this child is a trip.

My Sister

2 years ago today i lost my older sister Mildred or as we called her Millie to cancer, I
really miss her today as i do almost everyday of my life. Me and her were very close even tho at the time we live 900 miles away, we could tell each other anything. I would get so tickled when she would call me at any hr as this didn't bother her after she had a few drinks, time was no concern to her, she was such a funny person, such a sweetheart, why God takes the good ones and leaves the bad ones i will never understand. So sis i am thinking about you today and I Love You Very Much...................

Do you ever cry mema?

Today the kids ask me do you ever cry mema? Well yes i do, they said what about
i didn't know how to answer them because most of my crying has been over them and
the way thy have been treated. So being the type person i am i replied oh i guess
just to clean out my eye sockets lol. They didn't question me any farther which is a good thing.
To be honest i have cry ed many times over the way there mother has acted, blaming myself for
many of her actions when i really no it's not my fault. But isn't that what a real mom does?
Worry about the children they bring into this world, i want so bad for my daughter to be the mom i know she once was, but the way it's looking that will never happen, now she has called and decided that i am no longer her mother, she hates me, wishes i was dead, for taking her kids from her and says none of this is her fault, that's enough to make any real mother cry, so yes kids i do cry and i am not ashamed of saying so.

Meet Sadie

I am posting this post for a close friend of mine so she can see Sadie, Sadie is Phil's dog.
And use to belong to Jodie his former girlfriend and him before the witch moved in and split them
up, don't worry Jodie everyone who views my blog knows all about Phil and the witch
girlfriend Annette! Anyway Sadie is now living with me and Donnie and has adjusted
very well, her favorite place is my couch where she snores very very loud! She has even
gotten use to being outside with out a fence altho one day she went missing and i found her
a block away at the little grocery store. My dogs even like her alto at times BG makes sure
Sadie knows who's still the boss! Jodie she love my cat, yep never thought you would see that
day i know. Sadie was dumped off at one of Phil's job sites he didn't pay her much attention
the first couple days, then he called Jodie to see if it was ok to bring her home, Jodie was all
excited and here comes Phil and the crew of Mexicans and Sadie was sitting right in the
middle of them, it was love at first sight for Jodie and Sadie, Jodie would take her for car rides
stopping and picking her up a biscuit! Jodie i miss you so much and will never forget the good
times me and you have shared! Sadie said to tell you hi mom and she Miss's you too.

kaitlyn

Put me in coach i'm ready to play .......today!

A SHOUT OUT TO MY LATTER RAIN FAMILY

I want to send a big shout out to my Latter Rain Family, my what would I do with out you all. In the past year we have all became a close knit family . We laugh together, we cry together,
we are always there for one another, we have had new babies, we have lost loved ones, buried pet's, and have gotten close to what we think cracking the case should be, and we have the coolest moderator love ya Lynne! I just want you all to know i feel very blessed to have gotten to know each and everyone of you, with out you all this past year there is times i don't know if i could do what i am doing, your great support to me. So when Jason is finally arrested then we will have the big party!

A Email From Kaitlyn

I got up this morning and found this in my email, thought i would share it with you.

Dear Mema and Pops,
Thank you for the new ball glove, the cleats, the batting gloves, my new tennis shoes, my new shorts and shit for cheer leading try outs and the ribbon for my hair.
But thank you most for loving me and thinking i can play soft ball when i have never played before. Pops get well so you can practice with me. If you get up early mema wake me up i
need to practice for cheer leading, I Love you BOTH !!!!
Kaitlyn

You Got One!

Bub, i can't believe you got you a deer on your first hunt! You know i am not a fan of deer hunting but you sure did get a pretty one. I see it every morning stareing at me from the dineing room when i get up! Alway's remember how i was so afraid of you shooting a gun, i knew your were safe with Richard tho and he would watch out for you, I am gonna include this to your post so someday you will always remember what you told me, you told me that everything was dead quiet then you heard something inside your tree stand, at first you thought it was nothing but you kept hearing it, you then said you looked down and in a distant you saw your grandma Beale, wow this gave me chills because you explained what she looked like and what you described was just like she looked! Being 6 months old when she passed away there is no way you could have rememebed that, you said mema she was just standing there smileing at me! She was your Angel looking after you while i was away with papa in NC. and she will be your Angel looking after alway's! I love you!

Hunter Man

Hunter man, wow look at that medal! You really done a great job we are so proud of you.
Don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something , you can do whatever you put
your mind to. I am sending you to basketball camp this summer i know your will be excited!
Love ya !

Spiderman

Hayden, you are sooooooooooooooo cute ! You bring so much laughter to my life little buddy
just don't try flying down the stairs again because you really can't fly lol. I love you !!!!!!!

Way To Go Kaitlyn

Hey my little Miss America, way to go with the big volley ball season!
You done a great job! I am very proud of you, keep up the good work.
In a couple weeks you will be going out for cheerleader good luck sweetie
we are all pulling for you! We love you!