This Kid

This little kid is one of the coolest kid's i know! He informed me today that when school get's out which is really daycare for him he's going to join the circus so he can be a elephant rider!!!! So now we have a little Mexican wanna be elephant rider not to mention a couple weeks ago he also informed me he thought he was pregnant. Little man keep being as cute as you are, you Caleb, Kaitlyn and papa our what i live for. Love you!!!!!!

The kid's

These kid's keep me young and on the go!!!!!

Hayden And The LadyBugs

Today Hayden came running down stairs yelling look ! look! i have Lady bugs on me arm
hurry mema put them in a jar i want to save them. In no way could i put these ladybugs in a jar even with holes in the top, they need to be free, they represent 3 people in the past yr we all have became close to. I said to Hayden no baby let's let them fly free i know these lady bugs there names are Michelle, Cassady,and the little one is baby Rylan, he looked at me like i was crazy, i expected him to look at me like that because he is to small to understand that Michelle loved lady bugs and that she is just hanging around thanking all the people who want justice for her and her unborn son. So Hayden just slightly taped each of them and up and away they flew.

Honor Roll

Wow, you all 3 made the honor roll! Me and Papa and Hayden are so proud of you. I am proud of you for so many thing's not just being on the honor roll you're all such good kid's. I am so proud to be your mema . We have to act like Hayden is on the honor roll to remember he told us , i think his words were i made the honor thing to, i learned my tricks at school. So for now we will all go along with him after all not all little brother's want to grow up and be a Mexican.I look at you all and i see how much you have grown in the time i have had you, Caleb, you have came so far, you have worked so hard in school and i no it doesn't come easy for you like it does you sister and brother but you just hang in there buddy you can do anything you put your mind too. I realized your really growing up when we had the girlfriend over this pass weekend, someday you will understand why you can't be alone for 8 hrs in the room with her so for now lol it's still the living room when she's her by the way i think she's really pretty!
Kaitlyn, oh my your so beautiful and you seem to no this already! You made me proud watching you play volleyball, you were so afraid to try out, i told you ,you can do this and you did. Now we are trying to get you ready for cheer leading try outs ,you will do fine with this too i am proud of you.
Hunter, my little basketball star ohhhhhhhhhh was we all proud of you and your little team , you picked the team and got the whole thing going then knocked out 9 teams and won the whole thing , you looked so cool with your big medal around your neck, keep those grade's up and keep practicing and you will go far, i love you Hunter man.
Hayden, oh my!!If you was only old enough to no the many time's i have had to turn my head to keep you from seeing me laugh, at some of the thing's you do.
You are very cute, even tho your favorite word is not alway's so nice, and you want to be a Mexican when you grow up. I love it when you crawl into my lap and you say let's just hang out, i love you because this has not been as easy on you as it was for your brother's and sister yet you seem to get more stable each and everyday.Your my tough little guy. I wouldn't want you any other way!
To all of you , me and papa love you very much!

To You Amega

Amega,
I want to tell you, you're not the child I have raised. What has happened to you and your life?
Why do you find it so easy to lie to me and your kids and never think another thing about it?
Why on earth would you tell me that you have not received Kaitlyn Jo's child support for the past year, yet I was made a fool of yesterday, and I had the proof thrown in my face that you had been getting it. Just so we are clear, this isn't called alimony. You were never married to him. It's called child support, and it's suppose to go towards taking care of your child. You do remember you have children, right? I of all people would have never thought you would have chosen the road you have gone down, not my little girl, the one I love and will always love. I can't even talk to you anymore. You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself, you need to grow up, you need to realize I am no longer there for you until you do. Yes, it hurts me to have to be this way, but it also hurts me that you have 4 kids and don't give a rat's ass about them either. Your kids forgive you for what you have put them through. I have taught them they have one mommy. She's not perfect, none of us are, but they should love you anyway. They all have grown so much in the past year and a half. They now care about themselves. They no longer have to worry about where their next meal is coming from, where they're going to be laying their head at night, or if they're going to have water to take a shower. Do you remember the night I just so happened to pop into your house, and your water had been shut off for days? Caleb was going to the neighbors house to take a shower. I took them that night, and I should have never let you have them back then, but I trusted you, something I have a very hard time doing right now. You're their mom for God's sake. Stop thinking about yourself for once. Now you want to act all big and bad and tell me you're coming to get them? Guess what, honey???????????????? Not Happening, I am a strong woman. I will fight you till the end if need be, and I will win. So grow up and realize you can do this if only you want to. I will love you forever and a day, but I will never understand you....love mom.

Welcome to our blog !

Hi, all, and welcome to our blog. We are two grandparents trying to raise 4 grandkids! Some days, I want to pull my hair out, but most days, it's real exciting around here . I will be posting lots of pics of the Cool Breeze Family, hope you all enjoy them. We have a 15 yr old who thinks he wants to be grown, an 11 yr old who wishes she was 20, a 10 yr. old whose dreams are to be a famous basketball player , and a 4 yr old who wants to grow up and be a Mexican. So, yep, our days are filled with fun. These kids have become Donnie and my life in the past year and a half. We feel very blessed to have them.